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| its that time of the year again..
time to just remind myself what happened in the past year.....
2009... i guess its better than 2008... some new adjustments.. some old routines still stayed.... but all in all.. its still gd~~
Jan
nth much... moved into hostel..... its so gd to hv that... esp with IVDC rehearsals~~ haha this month is also the birth of lil speakers n pig wests!! haha
also went to Tokyo with family~~ didn't buy as much as i expected.... maybe just coz i don't know where the gd shops were.. lol.. but its still gd time spent with family~~
Feb
a crazily busy month... hv to juggle between ivdc and school exams....
i hv my exam the day before IVDC..... haha... i don't even rmb how i did it.... well but hugely becoz of faifai's efficient rehearsals~~~ muahz
IVDC 2009.... its been one of the most memorable experience ever... 2x ppl all just innocently dancing... all we wanted is to do our best... n everything else is just a bonus... n honestly.. i think my fitness is at its best this month.... lol.. AND i became much more flexible thx to the pig wests... =="
i can still rmb the moment when fai got best choreographer... ^^ no one deserves that more than her~~ hahaha n actually i watched back the ivdc dvd a few days ago.... srsly... the moment where we all sneaked to the back n dance our 中大舞.. its the funniest thing ever!!! hahahahhaa so kai......=="
March
post-ivdc... yet starting to get busy with AP..... the final big event of our jong... numerous meetings + rehearsals....
the busy sundays... rehearsals starting 12noon till 12 midnight..... the 冇ram嘅師兄師姐
also the month when jonte came!!!! haha popping his ass while stretching.. n his AMAZING energy level... another eye-opening experience!!! also starting to see ppl for who they really are.....
April
CU danso AP 2009 - The Palette Within....
one of the most stressful moments in my life.... memory of that day is kinda vague.. i just rmb running here n there n answering 10000000000 questions n solving 100000000000 problems at the same time..... 1st time crying before getting on the stage.... being so disappointed at myself..... just want time to go back so i can do everything better......
May
exam exam exam exam exam..... memorizing the stupid "brain biscuit"... which by now i rmb ABSOLUTELY NTH from it... lol.. srsly.. i hv to start putting in even more effort in my studies... =="
June
NOTHERN EUROPE TRIP!!!! one of the best trips ever~~went to denmark, switzerland, poland, norway, estonia, finland, russia....luv europe.. luv the cruise.. its all so relaxing!!!! tho the part that sucked is that i failed PMUS so hv to take supplementary exams.. HENCE i hv to study during the trip.. boohoooooo... oh well... at least i passed in the end n can proceed to med3.. phew
jointu icamp... haha sry i m not a gd jo ma.... both ocean n i left camp early.. lol
we are ONEdeful
also the establishment of DASTAR!!!!!! 1st time forming my own crew... that belongs to us... 1st time choreographing... luv u katherine judy pigman betty!!!
July
month of competition... n also start of school.. yup i know.. i started school in July.. wtf
the queen 2009.. actually so surprised that we got into finals~~ its gd to hear positive feedbacks for our debut performance~~ muahz to everyone in dastar~~
August
highlight of the month... ESSENCE WORKSHOP!!!! its so amazing to see that person u really like in youtube LIVE!!!! luv gigi luv apes luv clarizel luv janet~~ its been a truly inspiring workshop n simply makes me luv dance even more~~
also elements dance comp w/ dastar... 1st runner up!!! hahaha its gd to win sometimes..:P choreographing within 2 weeks... phew... glad that we pulled it off~~
hehe fav pic of the day!!!!
also officially started my junior clerkship.. UCH medicine... haha it feels gd to walk around the hospital with ur lab coat n stethoscope.. n feels funny being addressed as "doctor" by ppl in the canteen n stuff.... but also makes me realize how little do i know about medicine...>< hv to work harder!!
Sept
things starts to wind down this month.. after a crazy 1st half of the year.... still goes to school everyday.. (i actually didn't skip a lot of classes lol)...
also hv a change in dance circle.. what can i say.. its time to move on~~
Oct
emotional down-ness... 書又讀唔好，舞又跳唔好，都唔知為乜
PHAE + PMDT SA.... totally killed my mood... entering the library in the morning n leaving after the sun went down...... *sigh*.. n that reminds me.. i hv to rmb those crap again for MB this march.. fuck
also O&T rotation~~ i actually kinda like O&T... altho made me SICK of vivaldi's autumn.. LOL
Nov
bday month~~ ^^ thx everyone for making me feel special~~
also madan month.... 3rd yr of madan.. that feels old.. well at least dun hv to run all 9 Us this year... altho that made me skipped half of the classes for KWH surgery rotation... *sigh*... i think i'll fail surgery OSCE...=="
muahz muahz muahz muahz MUAHZZZZZZZZ
Dec
another crazily busy month....
starting off with andye j's workshop... dancing with emotions.. i can definitely see that in pretty wings~~
joined sWagg.. thx kin for inviting me~~ i was worried in the beginning... but hey it turns out great~~ luv u all swaggas!!
dastar @ udc competition.. i know we had a bit of arguments this time.. everyone was so busy... but hey we finally pulled it off!! choreographing a new piece with less than 10 rehearsals... acutally i think even less than 5.. lol... shocking results in the end... but hey.. we're not the judge.. so... luv u dastar~~
a new decade
a new start
wow its 4:25am... better sleep soon
so.. i'll write my new years resolution tmr...
HAPPY NEW DECADE EVERYONE!!! | | |
| this week is finally over.......
its been like a dreammmmmmmm...
ok still rmb the 1st time i heard that the essence ladies are coming..
omg i was like SUPER DUPER excited
i mean seriously.. i've been following gigi's youtube for like YEARS...
n hv loved like every single one of them.. so to hear the fact that she's actually COMING to this tiny city of hk.. wow.. so freakin excited!!!!
so yea.. day 1.. walked into the studio... with like HEAPS of ppl.. trying so freakin hard to just SEE the tutor.. but that simply makes me try 100 times harder n concentrate 100 times more~~
and thats not the point
the most amazing part is
getting to see them dance LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i thought they were DOPE in youtube... but in live.. HELLOOOOOO?!?!?! UNREALLLLL!!!!
the cheers n screams really came from within.... its not just those "u-hv-to-cheer-so-u-cheered" kinda thing... i cheered coz it really so so breath-taking-ly gd!!
n i wanna say.. these ladies r really inspirational ppl.. if u know what i mean...
what they said in class/sharing sessions... really did clicked in my head...
don't loose the passion for dance. dance for money vs dance for passion
make gd use of class time to overcome ur stage fright
to dance outside the box
to think positive
improvements don't come in a day... it take many little steps to go up there
never loose sight of ur goal
work off the vibe of ur crewmates/frds
if u mess up, just laugh it out, shrug it out, humiliate urself, n do it again
(and the list goes onnnn)
*sigh* i must say i m pretty pissed off coz i couldn't take the last 2 classes of this workshop coz of a stupid show..... coz if i had.. i would hv gotten 4 free classes at debbie reynolds n a SIGNED tshirt!!!!!
but sometimes its these little imperfections that makes a thing memorable (or m i just saying this to make myself feel better.... lol)
yet thx again essence ladies for bringing us so much
if u asked me if i hv "danced better" after this workshop? probably not
but this experience has been so amazing
i m just one of the tiny dots in class... not one of the shining stars....
maybe the 4 of them dont' even really know i was there...
but just looking at them dance.. n listening to them
hv truly inspired me to become a better dancer~~~
ok this is starting to get corny.... so i should stop now.....
LUV GIGI
LUV APRIL
LUV CLARIZCEL
LUV JANET
LUV ESSENCEEEEE
LUV DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
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| just back from flora's show.....
so just wanna post the lyrics of this song...
n i really hope you will take some time n read it
n start to appreciate who you are
Freckles Natasha Bedingfield
I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK
[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Who you are
I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself
[Chorus]
Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo
[Chorus]
just love who you are
its the imperfections that make us who we are
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| assumption
ppl always assume things
based on their past experiences, or simply their personal stubbornness....
street dancing.... related to a group of young ppl..
related to heavy bass music..
or sometimes related to late nights
or getting home at 3am, 4am
and that jumps to a conclusion of "bad"
why is waking up late assumed as "lazy"?
maybe some ppl wake up at 1pm coz they didn't sleep till 7am (so thats 6hrs sleep)
whilst some ppl wake up at 7am r seen as "hardworking" but maybe they slept at like 10pm (9hrs sleep baby)
and why is staying up late is being assumed as "bad"?
whats so bad about hving a life at night instead of day?
isn't that just another way of life? is there really a "good" or "bad" to it?
as i've said a billion times before
there is ALWAYS 2 sides to a story
n if one is only willing to believe in their own version
n can't even open their minds to a teeny tiny possibility that somehow there is another explanation
then what can i say?
jumping to conclusions
judging others
something to think about | | |
| i'm reading a book... n came across this:
"Why was it that no mater what a woman accomplished in the world. if she hadn't married and had children, she was still considered a failure?"
this.. my frd.. is context of the modern society
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